One of those days…

Hey y’all! I know it’s been a hot minute! I’m 34 weeks along with miss Willow, and this pregnancy is kicking my butt!

Today has been one of those days where I just feel guilty… guilty about being pregnant, guilty for being so tired and on edge, and guilty for taking naps.

Let’s start with my guilt about being pregnant. This is rooted in loosing Sophia. I’ve tried to enjoy and cherish this pregnancy, I just can’t seem to do so. I feel like Sophia should be here, that it should be her. So I’m struggling with all these emotions on a daily basis.

Tired and on edge and naps come with pregnancy, I feel guilty about it because I feel my kids are suffering from my irritability and sleepiness…

a few more weeks and I’ll be holding a beautiful new baby girl and all this guilt will hopefully be behind me…

Love a hot mess momma ❤️