Sometimes I wonder

As my due date with miss Willow approaches I find myself wondering…

I wonder what Sophia’s cry would have sounded like, what color eyes she would have had. Would she have been a mommas girl or a daddy’s girl? Would Harper be saying her name like she says brynn and Willows names?

There are so many what’s and why’s and questions with the loss of a child. I sometimes don’t even know if I will ever stop mourning loosing her so deeply like it just happened or if the pain will lessen and I’ll start to feel better.

All I know is that heaven must be beautiful and overflowing with the sound of her soul💜.